Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.

My mind would be less of an awkward place to be in if I had a Pensieve.

After having written down what's been bugging me, I can safely say that bottling things up isn't as bad as people make it seem.

While Vicky has entire playlists, I have basically been listening to both these songs - and only these songs hahaha - for the past week:

Because they're both dfnsdmfhksjdf awesome.

Okay.

Looking through old Facebook albums...

And I found these!

They're in chronological order, as in, the first one is the oldest one.

These probably aren't as funny since you guys don't know Phil hahaha but yeah.

PS: Let's just ignore my pre-teen awkward and ugly phase.

Uhh, yes.

So, I'm sick. I haven't been sick in a while. Between yesterday and today, all I ate was 5 crackers and half an apple. I can't even calculate how much water I've drunk, my stomach feels heavy from so much water. Yesterday, I got out of bed at 4:30 PM and I've been wearing my pijamas for the past two days. My mom just walked in and suggested that I study this afternoon for my tests this week; if I don't feel like studying when I'm healthy, I definitely won't do it when I'm sick. I'm listening to the new My Chemical Romance song on Tumblr now, it's pretty good, way better than I expected it to be. Bruna and Rafa sent me texts checking to see if I was okay and Gian called me yesterday. :)

(This post is so useless, sorry gaiz.)

“Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it’s very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: “You’re nowhere near ready”. And the other half says: “Make her yours forever”.”

BURFDAY GURL

Duckling, I couldn't be more grateful to have you in my life. You're amazing and beautiful, inside and out, and I don't know what I'd be without you. Te amo, I hope your day was asjdhajkshdshsjd LOVELY :)

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on

Basically.

[after watching the new Deathly Hallows trailer]

Mari: Wow, Ron and Hermione really had no idea what they were getting themselves into when they became friends with Harry during their first year.

Porra, Gian!

Luuu (: says: (20:05:58)

você não achou o livro meio pesado ?

Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:02)

eu nao fiquei like, shocked

Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:10)

pesado as in, the story

Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:14)

ou physically?

Luuu (: says: (20:06:17)

...

Luuu (: says: (20:06:18)

BABE

Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:21)

pq ele é physically muito leve haha

Miscellaneous

• We need to concentrate on more than meets the eye.
• Lately, I've been very sleepy but then when I lie down to actually go to sleep, it takes me an hour and I'm just in that limbo between being awake and sleeping and it's just argh.
• I presented my Posimusic today and, with all modesty, I can say that it's very lovely. This is the song and we taped random cute things and when put together, it looks pretty good. I can't stand the song anymore because we kept listening to it over and over again while we were filming.
• I love Lady Gaga songs on Glee.
• My sister has been in charge of changing my Tumblr password and I'm allowed to log in when I don't have any work to do and she always names them after TV characters. My sister is probably my favorite person in the world.
• This list makes no sense.
• I have a debutante ball [this sounds like I live in the 19th century or something] to go on Saturday and I realized today that I'd much rather spend my night on the computer, skype-ing with Gian instead. I'm going to go though, mainly because it's been a while since I've gotten dressed up to go out with my friends.
• We started learning about factorials yesterday in math and I don't understand it because I'm too distracted reading the number in a very excited voice in my head.
• Why is there never chocolate in this house? Or anything else sweet? I'm craving sugar now and I'm going to have to content myself with eating a cereal bar.
• I'm going to go study now, I have a math and a philosophy test on Friday.

I realized that whenever I fall apart, I phrase my jumbled-up thoughts like something I would post here. Ironically, none of my rants are ever written, much less posted.

I hear you call my name and it feels like home.

I won't go anywhere as long as you don't go anywhere.

I miss you, tumblr.

“It’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.”

You say you wanted more,

What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you

[and haters gonna hate.]

Let's not judge how much I love this song and how I can't stop listening to it.

I love how Glee covers make me love songs I wouldn't normally like.

And maybe it's not so much that this song makes me sad because it makes me think of you, it's because it's the kind of song I wish you would listen to and it would remind you of me.

In an ideal world, I'd speak only in movie/TV show/youtube video quotes and lyrics and I'd be surounded by people who understood them.

You know that feeling when you walk up to a group of your friends and they're all laughing and you ask why they're laughing and they say "oh, it's a personal joke" and you're just like "..."? Então, it's like that, except it's all the time, everywhere with everyone.

.

"I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase."

Relevant.

I just realized that I have memorized the Jennifer's Body trailer and no matter how many times I watch it, it stil makes me laugh.

"You and me are going out tonight. Wear something cute, okay?"

.

If I cared about things like Orkut pictures or you, I would've been upset.

But I should have seen this coming, right?

Yes, please.

It's Wednesday morning and I'm home alone, sitting in my pijamas, listening to quiet songs that make me ache and I just wish I still knew you as well as I used to.

.

Please come back.

Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories.

We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain.

Being a Muggle sucks.