Bonitinhas

I haven't posted anything about Post Secret in a while and I thought this was lovely.

I'd like a sign of some sorts, just to sort of guide me and to let me know whether this uncertainty is based on something or if it's just hormones and boredom. Is that too much to ask for? Nhhh.

Kramer just so happens to be one of my favorite characters in the history of television.

I think the fact that Eeyore is my favorite out of the Winnie the Pooh characters say a lot about my personality.

story of my life

"The rich girls steal. The pretty girls lie. The smart girls play dumb. And the dumb girls spend all their days trying to be all of the above."

Vicky is the greatest

Luuu (: says: (19:51:09)

AI eu tou very worried que alguem vai descobrir que a mãe da hanna stole the money

Luuu (: says: (19:51:20)

tipo, very worried

Luuu (: says: (19:51:27)

I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE I AM SO WORRIED

Luuu (: says: (19:51:28)

hahahaha

Victoria says: (19:51:31)

HAHAHAHHHAHAH

Victoria says: (19:51:32)

NO LAIF

As it turns out, I'm more prone to panic attacks when the temperatures are higher, ou seja, during the summer. Great.

I only stalk the 8tracks of people I really really like.

Gage: You don’t think I deserve your attention?

Zuckerberg: I think if your clients want to sit on my shoulders and call themselves tall they have a right to give it a try, but there is no requirement that I enjoy sitting here listening to people lie. You have part of my attention; you have the minimum amount. The rest of my attention is back at the offices of Facebook, where my colleagues and I are doing things that no one in this room, including and especially your clients are intellectually or creatively capable of doing. Did I adequately answer your condescending question?

I felt you in my legs before I even met you
And when I lay beside you for the first time I told you
I feel you in my heart and I don’t even know you

I'm just gonna leave this here.

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new

- ee cummings

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So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.

- Sylvia Plath

Festa estranha com gente esquisita

While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was going to be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you 'til just now.

"It had never occurred to me that our lives, so closely interwoven, could unravel with such speed. If I'd known, maybe I'd have kept tighter hold of them."

I watched 'Never Let Me Go' (2010) this afternoon. Andrew Garfield (such a cutie), Carey Mulligan and Keira Knightley were all excellent in this movie, even though I'm not that big of a Keira Knightley fan. Maybe it was because of my love for British accents or how much I like love stories, but this movie is lovely.

I'm really hoping that I'll spend my 17th birthday with lovely people I've yet to meet.

Or with Vicky. That would also be ideal.

I guess the problem is that while everyone else decided to move around, I remained static and unnoticed.

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alexithymia:

(ə-lĕk'sə-thī'mē-ə)
n.

Inability to describe emotions in a verbal manner.

I am very seriously considering tattooing the word 'alive' somewhere on my body.

"e não é "fim" porque acabou, porque raspou o prato, porque teve música tema, porque subiu os créditos, porque o vilão morreu, porque o mocinho casou, porque teve fade out, porque a tela ficou preta. "fim" é quando você acha que deve ser. é o copo de leite pela metade deixado na pia, é a prova de dez questões entregue com apenas cinco respondidas, é o telefone batido na cara do outro no meio da conversa, é trocar o cd depois que sua música preferida tocou, é mudar o canal depois de ver que seu time perdeu, é assistir só os três filmes da trilogia com quatro."fim" é quando você diz quando e onde ele deve ser ponto final.

FIM"

Tirado desse blog lindo; de tanto eu ler em inglês, as vezes eu esqueço o quanto eu gosto do ler em português.

I'm not sure why I'm writing this

I love:

• The way my grandma always wears the same perfume, so her smell never changes
• Random surges of inspiration
• Books that are so lovely that they make me want to cry
• Good morning and good night texts
• Cats
• Being followed by my favorite tumblrs
• When people I love show me songs
• Listening to people speak in foreign languages [especially French, though]
• Napping in the sun
• The Office bloopers
• Friendly strangers
• Felt-tip pens
• That sound Skype chat makes when you receive a message
• Guiozas cozidas no vapor
• Talking to people in a mix of English and Portuguese
• The smell of books
• Pictures of couples
• Multicolored hair
• Words tattooed on wrists
• Cigarette lighters
• Metaphors about sex
• Scrawling song lyrics in notebooks
• Being the last person awake in my house
• The name 'Africa' for a person
• Glee covers
• The concept of infinity
• Oversized glasses
• Dark nail polish
• Sleeping with the air conditioner on

and lots and lots more.

“I will love you as a drawer loves a secret compartment, and as a secret compartment loves a secret, and as a secret loves to make a person gasp, and as a gasping person loves a glass of brandy to calm their nerves, and as a glass of brandy loves to shatter on the floor, and as the noise of glass shattering loves to make someone else gasp, and as someone else gasping loves a nearby dest to lean against, even if leaning against it presses a lever that loves to open a drawer and reveal a secret compartment. I will love you until all such compartments are discovered and opened, and until all the secrets have gone gasping into the world. I will love you until all the codes and hearts have been broken and until every anagram and egg has been unscrambled.”

The Beatrice Letters ~ Lemony Snicket

A new year calls for a haircut.

Plus, you can kind of see the pictures I recently hung up on my wall.

:)

Having someone to text after I've just woken up from a bad dream is one of the loveliest things ever.

This place makes me feel claustrophobic.

Posted because a) Almost Famous is an awesome movie and I watched it yesterday and b) because this very accurately describes me.

"Tell me, when you're alone do you sometimes think about your partner and feel sad?"

"Of course," he says. "It happens sometimes. When the moon turns blue, when the birds fly south, when - "

"Why of course?" I ask.

"Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. So anyone who's in love gets sad when they think of their lover. It's like stepping back inside a room you have fond memories of, one you haven't seen in a long time. It's a natural feeling."

Kafka on the Shore ~ Haruki Murakami.

I'd quite like to live in a Murakami novel.

É meio inevitável essa vontade de chorar que eu tenho quando ouço 'Tempo Perdido' do Legião Urbana, deve ser por isso que quase nunca ouço ela.

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I dreamt you were carried away by the crest of the wave

Baby, don't go away, c'mere

CDs I Want:

• Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance
• anything by Bloc Party, I have recently fallen in love with them
• Contra - Vampire Weekend
• My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy - Kanye West
• My Best Friend Is You - Kate Nash

"Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even it kills them slowly within."

- Sigmund Freud

I drove past your house yesterday and I thought of how well I know it, every inch of furniture and the pictures on the walls, how I used to know it as well as I know my own house. Well, I drove past your house and I knew you weren't there but I guess that even if you were there, I wouldn't have been able to stop by.

I miss being a Wildcat.

shining, shimmering, splendid

Tell me, princess, now when did you last let your heart decide?

Oh, JD. :]

You're the only one who feels like home.

I'm filled up with 'want's and not with accomplishments.

The Tumblr equivalent of 'the grass is always greener on the other side' is 'everybody's theme is so much better than mine.'

"I didn't kill her, it was an accident! She was rubbing my cock and then she started foaming at the mouth and then she tripped and impaled herself on her Mother Teresa Young Humanitarian of the Year award!"

Misfits is awesome and everyone should watch it, even if it's just to hear Robert Sheehan's Irish accent.

"I like to see people reunited, maybe that's a silly thing, but what can I say, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can't tell fast enough, the ears that aren't big enough, the eyes that can't take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone."

Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close ~ Jonathan Safran Foer

I read this book in two days while I was at the beach and it's so lovely that it makes me want to cry.

So, today I was cleaning my room [I've decided that I'm going to give my room a make-over because I'm sick of having a room that doesn't reflect my personality, y'know?] and I found my reading log*! The one I found was from seventh grade and I had this young teacher and she was really nice and she liked me because I read a lot and whenever she had to go somewhere, she left me and my friends in charge of the class, it was cute. Anyways, I was reading what I wrote and there's this three page entry about how you can only be in a loving relationship if you have healthy self-esteem and that you can't depend on men to love you fully [this was a reflection of 'I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings', by the way] and my teacher was all like 'Yeah, you go, girl'. Then there's this other entry from when I was reading Gossip Girl and I'm talking about how stupid it is that these ungrateful rich kids are all like 'oh my life' and doing stupid shit and smoking pot. It's bizarre how mature I am.

*We had reading logs in 6th to 8th grade and you had to read a certain amount every week [or was it every day? I'm not sure now] and then write about the chapter that you read. Everybody hated it, except me because I like reading and I really liked all my teachers; I'm an English nerd, whatevah.

VICKY SE TROLLANDO

Victoria says: (20:38:10)
ela nunca ocuparia meu lugar
Victoria says: (20:38:11)
IM TOO FAT
Victoria says: (20:38:12)
LOLOLOL

I like pictures of couples more than I like most things.

To 2010: thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great.

And 2011, you better be wonderful, I have high hopes for you.

I'm baaaack!