happy birthday darling, we love you very very very very very very very much.

Valentine's Day

Today is such a bogus ~holiday, but Kanye West is awesome, so there you go.

"I'm in love with you," he said quietly.

"Augustus," I said.

"I am," he said. He was staring at me, and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you."

The Fault In Our Stars - John Green

A collection of things I want on my blog - part II

little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
I won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
I won't blame you,
instead
I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and I won't use it
yet.

- Charles Bukowski

A collection of things I want on my blog

THANK GOD IT'S NO LONGER 2011. MAY THIS NEW YEAR BE WONDERFUL FOR ALL OF YOU!

FUCK YES, 2012!

I have to pack for the beach tomorrow but I opened my suitcase and found out that my shampoo had leaked onto a lot of my clothes so now I'm just ignoring any packing that has to be done and my room now smells like shampoo. Merry Christmas to anybody who still reads this blog!

This video basically is the definion of happiness in a nutshell.

it's just been a while since i've made one

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IN MY LIFE, WHY DO I GIVE VALUABLE TIME TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE?

Top 10 favorite movies (in no specific order):

• Fight Club
• American Beauty
• As Melhores Coisas do Mundo
• Garden State
• The Breakfast Club
• Mean Girls
• The Virgin Suicides
• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
• Girl, Interrupted
• Into the Wild

(I'm probably going to read this again in some time and remember a bunch of movies I love that didn't make the list. Oh, and my favorite guilty pleasure movie is Jennifer's Body.)

sigh.

Whenever I mention to people that I'm already on vacations, their reactions are usually something like 'Wow, you're so lucky!' or 'I'm so jealous!' and I just don't have the heart to tell them that it's actually not that great.