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Eu devia vir aqui e escrever alguma coisa útil em vez de começar mil coisas diferentes e acabar apagando tudo. ¬¬

Nostalgia.

You guys have no idea how I'm going to miss every one of you. 
Diversão bucólica.
when we had Annie rehearsals (: 

The day we all went to Em's house to sleepover. and trashed it (: Girl bonding time ao cubo.

The funny thing is that, from this picture, the only people that are gonna be at ISC next year are Bia, Gustavo and Franklin (who came back).

People walk out of your life. Or maybe you walk out of theirs.

People change. 

Proof that love lasts through time...

...and that crushes don't. 

My Northern-American lovers (: We're proof that distance means NOTHING. 

Stephy's last day, beginning of 8th grade. Pam, Phil, Stephy, Gi, and André. People who in a year from now, might just be names of people who I went to school with. Deprimente. (com a exceção do André since we're getting married (: )

13th birthday, where we actually watched Thirteen, which was very innapropriate and gross, but we thought we were badasses for watching. The Gang. Funny how time changes. Next year, Flo will be in Florida, Stephy will be in Mexico, I'll be at Positivo with Em, and Katie and Julia will be living lives completely apart from us.

12th birthday. Gi and Mah with matching outfits, eu na minha época feia, Haley in the front, Pam com cabelão, Caro com cara de "whatever" no canto. 

Vacation before 8th grade, I was 12, going on 13. Sabe a idade que você acha que é super legal and grown up but you're really not? Então. 

7th grade, eu acho. Flo, Stephy, Katie, eu, e Julia. watching the Ring 2, getting scared by Chris calling us and Flo and Julia would close their eyes because they were too scared. This is the day we went to the supermarket and flirted with the random guy in the parking lot and bought tons of junk food and then we put all the junk food in the same bowl so then it tasted weird haha. I miss big sleepovers, I miss having a big group of girl friends.

6th grade: é engraçado que eu tenho todas essas meninas no facebook e na época elas eram minhas melhores amigas e agora eu nunca mais falo com elas. e agora só as duas da direita continuam no st.julian's. ah, e não sinto nem um pouco de saudade desses vestidinhos.

E enquanto eu tava fazendo isso, eu ouvi musicas que eu ouvia na época, como early Panic at the Disco and Fall Out Boy. (:

"I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs"

Então, no blog da Vicky, ela escreveu pra galera do grade dela e eu decidi fazer isso também. Debaixo vou colocar coisa sobre outras pessoas que eu amo.

Flo: babe, over these years, you've become one of my bestfriends and I am so so glad to have you in my life (: you've made me laugh during days when everything felt fucked up, and in general, you've just been there, to go randomly to the mall and to hang out with at weird parties. you have no idea how much i'm going to miss you, but this is so not the last time we'll see each other, i promise to invade your house some summer so we can stalk hot guys (: so i'll just say "see you later" because this is so not goodbye. i love you alot! (: 

Bernie: i'm definitely going to miss your nerdy and sexual comments. i love you, don't become a stranger once you've become a cool guy in miami with hot girls (: 

Phil: over this year, we've become close friends and some of the funniest times this year were with you, whether we were complaining about Weimer, talking bad about people, procrastinating haha or eating mexerica (: I love you, boa sorte em Portland, see you in a year (: 

Pam: even with our ups and down, eu vou sentir falta de seu hyperness e de meu non-sporty partner na aula de PE (when we actually go) :) 

André: i'm still in denial sobre você ir, você não tem noção de quanto eu vou sentir a sua falta. nunca conheci alguém who meant so much to me, que me conhece tão bem, que sabe o que eu quero dizer sem precisar de explicações. eu te amo mais do que qualquer outra coisa nesse mundo, tem dias que você é a unica pessoa que eu aguento, you're my light, my strength, nunca se esqueça do quanto você significa pra mim. 

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting" - Peter Pan 

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying good-bye so hard." 

e agora vou escrever pra Vicky because I said I would (: hahaha

Viiiiicky, eu te amo, you're hilarious. i love how mesmo você estando na espanha we won't grow apart porque afinal, we're the kind of friends that only talk on the computer hahaha time differences can be a bitch, mas vai dar tudo certo if you stay up later (: eu te amooooo! :D 

i hate saying goodbye.