Childhood

Okay, so when I was a kid, I basically just watched TV all day and ate cake. I was super chubby. Anyways, based on Vicky's post about things that marked (can you say that in english? I'm thinking of 'marcou' and can't be bothered to find the right word) her childhood, here is my list of favorite TV shows when I was

 little. 

Johnny Bravo - How inapropriate is it that this show was about this sexist guy trying to get laid? Because of this show, I started saying "whatever" and randomly screaming "do the monkey!" :) 

Dexter's Laboratory - So cool. Because of this show I know that cheese omelet in french is "omelet du fromage". My favorite episodes were the one with the Oonsalagoompagoomp (where he eats like a kilo of meat) and the one where he turns into a clown because a clown bites him hahaha. Oh, and I never understood how a huge laboratory fit into his house and his parents had no idea about it!

 

Powerpuff Girls - I was Bubbles :) . Mojo Jojo was pretty funny, even though he had no skull and had to wear a helmet to protect his brain. Oh, and Him is a tranvestite. Blew my mind when I figured that out haha.

Ed, Edd n Eddy - Majority of their episodes were about schemes for them to get 25 cents so they could eat jawbreakers which were huuuuge. I secretly had a crush on Double D, probably the first sign of my love for nerds haha although I have no idea what he's doing in the intro part haha. They would always stick their arms and other crap into their ears and it'd go through the other side. I'm also pretty sure Ed had a mental disability (bédgi). Oh and Jimmy was gay hahaha. 

Cow and Chicken - This is like the trashiest TV show. I remember they ate pork butts (WTF?) and had this little catapult thing that threw the butts in their mouth, which I wished I had. Oh and there was this whole mystery because you could only see their parents legs and um, how did two humans have children that were livestock?! 

Courage the Cowardly Dog - Stupid dog, you make me look bad! Bugabugabuga! This show was so cool, and Muriel was such a cute little old lady :) "The things I do for looove". Courage had a hole in a tooth which appeared when he screamed. Oh and there's an episode based The Exorcist; creeeepy. 

Handmaids

"Every night when I go to bed I think, In the morning I will wake up in my own house and things will be back the way they were. It hasn't happened this evening either.

When in doubt, when flat on your back, you can look at the ceiling. Who knows what you may see, up there? Funeral wreaths and angels, constellations of dust, stellar or otherwise, the puzzles left by spiders. There's always something to occupy the inquiring mind. 

The three bodies hang there, even with the white sacks over their heads looking curiously stretched, like chickens strung up by the necks in a meatshop window; like birds with their wings clipped, like flightless birds, wrecked angels. It's hard to take your eyes off them. Beneath the hem of the dresses the feet dangle, two pairs of red shoes, one pair of blue. If it weren't for the ropes and the sacks it could be kind of a dance, a ballet, caught by flash-camera: midair. The look arranged. They look like show biz. "

- The Handmaid's Tale, Margaret Atwood. 

I guess these quotes are more meaningful in the context of the book, but I liked them and wanted to share. I think everyone should read it, it's really good. Dystopian novels ftw! 

I saw this on some blog and I was like "Woow, trippy!" and then I thought "Nossa, imagine if Foz do Iguaçu was frozen, that'd be insaaaane!" And then I remembered that it's located on the Southern Hemisphere. Nice going, doofus. 

If you havin' girl problems, I feel bad for you son, I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one! 

Hollaaaaa. 

Yesterday I went to my friend's churrasco and made friends :) 

Me: Nossa, é, tem uma guria super puta na minha sala. 

Him: É, eu sei, ela foi no cinema com esse cara e chupou ele. 

Me: Ui, sério, acho muito ruim fazer essas coisas no cinema. 

Him: Aham. A não ser que fosse comigo, aí eu não me importaria. 

Hahahaha

And then they were talking about Posimusic (which is this project where we have to make music videos in english) and they said they wanted to do "What's my age again?", which is the video where they guys run around naked. :) 

And then one of them put on my huge sunglasses and then turned to the other and said "E aí?" and he said "Ai, você tá uma gata?" and the other one said "Então me pegava?" and then they high-fived hahaha. 

Oh how I've missed having guy friends! :) 

I had a dream that I was at my farm and then I invited Vicky, Cami, Alan and Gian to come over and they did and we ate pizza and played Beatles Rock Band :) 

No song has ever made me cry harder than this one.  

I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake, I wish that without you couldn't eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. 

You're like House but you have no Wilson. Stop shutting people out and just hug me. 

When I didn't think she could get any cooler, I found she's engaged to Tim Burton. Besides the whole awesomeness of dating Tim Burton, they've been engaged for a really long time and they have a kid but haven't married. She's amazing. 

Open up my eager eyes

I think it's pretty cool how every time I listen to "Mr.Brightside", I still feel the same way I did when I listened to it for the first time.

It was only a kiss, how'd it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss!  

This is the video for it, Brandon looks so good here. 

At 2:25, she looks so pretty, she reminds me of Cassie from 'Skins'. 

I've always thought that the part between between 2:08 and 2:17 was awesome. 

3:08 - Old man win! hahaha

oh and this is a funny comment for the video:. 

"this song reminds me of my boyfriend that is a awsome guy. Im using my brothers acount cause he left it on"

 i love people who share unnecessary information. not like TMI, but information that noone really cares about. 

"They'd be really good together, like peanut butter and jelly. PB & J. Pam Beasley and Jim!"

Favorite fictional couple <3

I've been in a good mood and not particularly inspired to write anything. :)

Stream of thought

Okay, so here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna start with a word and then write everything that goes in my head after I say that. Ready set go

music, meaningful, headphones, will deliver the words i can't say, fall out boy, stephy, emo, depression, suicide, KUTNER :(, house, hoooot, thermometer, science, formulas, school, tiring, boring, tedious, teddy, rupert!, family guy, nonsense, fun, laughing, giggling, gay, lord of the flies, florence, journalism, mr.kuhn :), baby kuhn, babysitting, "sitting on actual babies? that's awkward", marcus, videogames, mario kart, attic, getting my glasses broken (fail), teenager, puberty, awkward, elevator, small talk, "talk about small things like paperclips", creed, the office, steve carrell, 40 year-old-virgin, "you know i know you're gay? you listen to coldplay", bernie, miami, heat, cruises, boats, cuba gooding jr. and that really crappy movie, gays, rainbows, homophobia, nazis, hitler, american history x, edward norton, fight club, soap, marla singer, "sliiiide!", penguin, ice, polar bears, pedro, stripes, style, originality, lack there of, wayfarers, big glasses, taylor swift, country music, guitars, barns, farmville, so over that, enough. 

Hey, isn't this easy?

"Um, he's sick. My best friend's sister's boyfriend's brother's girlfriend heard from this guy who knows this kid who's going with the girl who saw Ferris pass out at 31 Flavors last night. I guess it's pretty serious" "Thanks, Simone." "No problem whatsoever." 

If I delete the picture of us from my computer, it's going to feel like I'm deleting you out of my life. 

I really want to go to a Mario themed party dressed up as Luigi. Or a banana. :)

She twirled a curly hair around her fingers and looked up into his light brown eyes. He smiled warmly at her and wrapped his arms around her waist. People milled around them and the annoying intercom sound crackled and announced that all passengers on Flight 376 had to go to gate 5 immediately or something like that. 

"Nervous?" she asked him, her heart beating fast.

He grinned, showing off his white teeth. "Nah, I'm ready for this." 

She smiled nervously up at him. Even though he didn't say it was, 2 years was a pretty long time to stay away from home. From her. 

Her eyes welled up with tears and she pressed her face in his striped sweater. 

"Hey babe, don't cry, you know this isn't goodbye." 

But she knew it was. 

-

I'm bored. 

I was thinking, why doesn't Hermione spend vacations with her family? 

Well, that's fine if you want to be a bitch to me, saying "keep in touch" means nothing to you apparently. Nice to know. Oh, and deleting comments here doesn't make you that clever FYI. 

Little side note: 

"Oh, that's clever. How's that working out for you?" "What?" Being clever." "Good."

Kudos to anyone who knows where that's from. 

PS: I'm thinking of doing something related to Psychology with my life, so yay for me for not being that lost. But who knows, my mind changes alot. 

Nananaaa

The highlights of my day:

1. Wearing my "Dumbledore's Army" shirt to school :)

2. Watching the first Harry Potter movie, they're so young and baby there!  

3. Singing Eminem with the guy that sits in front of me in Biology class. 

Life is average.

Special dreams

Remember me when you're the one who's silver screen

Remember me when you're the one who always dreamed

Remember me when everyone's noses start to bleed

Remember me, special needs. 

This video is so cool, even if you don't like Placebo. The guitar sound after the last time he says "Remember me" gives me goosebumps. 

Make new friends - one of those expressions that are easier to say than to do. This isn't kindergarten, I can't just sit next to a girl in the sandbox and expect her to become my bestfriend. One of the downsides of being a teenager, relationships are a gazillion times more complicated. 

I want a bestfriend who lives in my city (because I already have a long-distance bestfriend and she's the coolest person in the world <3)

I want a bestfriend who doesn't have constant mood swings and then decides he wants to stop talking to me. 

I want a bestfriend who wants to hang out with me because of who I am and not what I could give them.

I want a bestfriend that knows the real me and not who I try to be. 

I want to stop wishing and just find them. 

I showed you my blog so you could realize how much we miss each other and come talk to me. If you're reading this right now, write something nice on my wall, I swear I'll forgive you. 

My friends are awesome.

-Marcus- diz:
how tall are u
Luuu (: diz:
1.64, i think
-Marcus- diz:
fun
your short.
Luuu (: diz:
indeed
how tall are you?
-Marcus- diz:
182
i think
last time i chcked
Luuu (: diz:
wow
you know what they say about tall guys? ;)
that they're really friendly.
-Marcus- diz:
you know what they say about short girls? -.- really pathetic
:)
<3


-Marcus- diz:
If i called you a waffle, would you be offended?
Cause i called a friend of mine a waffle and she got mad
Luuu (: diz:
so you want to cover me in syrup and eat me?
no, i wouldnt be offended

You know who you are. <3

"I'd rather spend my life close to the birds than wasting my time wishing I had wings." 

"Almost dying changes nothing. Dying changes everything." 

This might be weird, but I think forearms are the prettiest body part. Forearms and eyes. 

CRAPúsuclo

I was watching 'Twilight' but then came up because it sucks. I am now going to list everything that sucks about that movie. 

• Kristen Stewart can't act. Like, seriously, she has this scared and awkward face the entire movie. 
  
• Why does everyone want to be friends wih Bella? She's so awkward and she isolates herself.
• Spidermonkey? Seriously? 
• Why does Edward Cullen have this intense "jizz in my pants" face whenever he looks at Bella? It's kind of creepy. 
• If the guy I liked watched me while I slept, I'd be really scared, no matter how hot he is.
• So overly dramatic. 
• It makes no sense that one of the vampires is black if all vampires are supposed to be really pale. 
• There are 5 kids and they drive 3 cars to school. Thanks for your contribution to global warming, Cullens!
• Rosalie is such a bitch. She looks so much older than Carlisle. Oh, and Carlisle looks like he's just 5 years older than Edward. Dad fail. 
• The only scene that Bella looks happy is when she gets her car. FAIL. 
• Why is Jacob's dad in a wheelchair? Not that I'm against it, it's just really random. 
• Jacob's hair. And his ugly-ass friends.  
• The whole abstinence message behind it. Seriously, they only have sex after they're married! 
• Stephenie Meyer clearly doesn't know guys. Edward Cullen was created so that girls would have way too high hopes and so that guys would be rejected.
• Why are intensily pale people so attractive?

Basically, it's this. Not worth renting/paying the movie ticket/turning on the TV. 

I now own the fifth season 

hijasdkasdhj EXCITEMENT!

:D 

For what its worth, I'd tear the sun in three to light up your e y e s .

Kudos to Placebo, I always feel such a flurry of emotions when I listen to their songs. 

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She rolled over yawning, pulling the blanket over her bare shoulders.  He was still peacefully sleeping by her side, his usual smell of cigarettes and coffee and love filling his small orange apartment. She smiled at him and lay her head against his arm and he pulled her close. Her head reeled with these small acts of love; afterall, he had been the object of her undying affection since she had decided that boys didn't really have cooties. But the thought of how this didn't make any sense still confused her already flustered head. She had forever been the little sister to him, too young to go out with them, stuck at home playing with her toys while they had been out drinking. Something had changed that past summer, when she had spent a month with him and her brother in their rickety old beach house. It was falling apart, but it was on the beach and they're weren't picky. That summer, it was like he had forgotten their ten year age difference. She was worried about her junior year, he was worrying about his job. After telling her parents she was sleeping at a friend's house, spending half an hour trying to decide where to eat, settling for eating popcorn in the parking lot, stolen kisses in the back seat of the car and then taking it back to his apartment, that summer seemed like it was ages ago. She poked his chest gently with her freckled nose. 

"Why?" she whispered, her breath tickling him. 

He sighed sleepily, half-awake and answered, "Because I love you." 

-

It's just been a while since I've written anything worth reading. 

Love is the movement. 

I can't wait until I have my own apartment, it's going to be so colorful and pretty! That is, if that's okay with Vicky, since I'll probably be living with her :) 

For the first time in years

On your machine, I slur a plea for you to come home but I know it's too late, I should've given you a reason to stay.

But I know where I want to go

<3

This might be PMS, but this video is so cute, it makes me want to cry. 

Blogging is therapeutic.

100th post, yay! 

Sometimes

people really annoy me and I never know whether they're acting more annoying or if I'm just less tolerant of other people's bullshit. 

Eu tenho muito medo de acabar que nem o Dom Casmurro. 

"Make a plan to love me, sometime soon." 

have i mentioned how much i love Bright Eyes? Conor Oberst is so lovely <3 

We're plastic but we still have fun!

She's such a diva, I love her. 

"It's been a very remarkable year, And I feel very blessed. I lived an isolated lifestyle before the media. I lived a life of solitude and loyalty and commitment to my work. I just don't prioritize my life in the same way that other people do. The only thing that matters is my music and my performance."

I hate it when I ask people if they cut their hair and they say, "No, it shrank." It's like "Fine then, I was going to compliment you, smart ass, get some manners." ¬¬ 

Sometimes I think that

bad things happen on purpose, because we're never supposed to be 100% happy. But I guess that's a kind of pessimistic way of seeing the world. 

The question is, do you?

I wanna be much more like you, your efortlessly graceful scene

That drips from every pore of you where logic can not intervene

I want to take a bath with you and wash the chaos from my skin, 

I want to fall in love with you, so how do we begin? 

Let them eat cake!

Marie Antoinette is super duper awesome. I think everyone should watch the movie, it's pretty cool. And so is Sofia Coppola and Kirsten Dunst :)

I just ate ice cream and I'm wearing a dress and it's sunny and I just feel better :) 

(There's also a bird chirping outside my window, but I thought it'd just seem too cliche if I wrote that in the sentence.)

I'd give anything for things to go back to the way they were. 

(sorry for all the emo posts and the lack of creative writing)

And I guess the bad thing about bottling up your feelings is having a crying attack when you can't find your pen and wanting to cry, scream, complain to someone but not wanting to bother anyone. I know that it seems unfair that I say that I'm lonely but I don't actually have the guts to share my feelings with anyone. I just want someone to hug me, listen and not give comments like 'what the hell?' or 'you act like you suffer so much, but there are people out there with lives that are so much worse'. Anyways, yeah, I realized that I'm lonely and I feel like crying alot but it's no one's fault but my own.  

Disapointment and regret collide, lying awake at night. 

(I've been listening to Death Cab alot, they're quite nice :) )

Alternative use for my Twilight books

Recently, I found out that I have a ceiling fan and since it's been unbearably hot here, I decided I wanted to use it. I also found out that I'm too short to actually reach the little chords to turn on the fan and the lights so the other night I spent a while trying to find things to stand on to turn on the fan. And then I noticed how many books I have. Since I was trying to find a thick book, my first thought was "Harry Potter". But then I thought "Okay, Dumbledore would get really pissed off if I stood on the books". So I got my Twilight books and they've been hanging around on the floor ever since. Thanks, Stephenie Meyer!  

:)

For all time

Today I realized that I have no idea what I want to do with my life and it really scared me. 

Um aviso para a população masculina do Positivo: 

Usar um boné não vai fazer as meninas pensaram "uou, que garoto radical, vou beijar ele". Acho mais provável elas pensarem "uou, ele é igual o amigo dele". Sério. E brinco? Vocês realmente se acham muito rebelde só porque tem uma argolinha na orelha? Desculpa, mas isso é bem tosco. Cortem o cabelo, coloquem uma roupa decente, e comprem um tênis do tamanho do seu pé. 

Muito obrigada, 

Luiza Siqueira (que está de saco cheio de ver mil meninos iguais no corredor)

Sometimes I forget how young I actually am. 

She had the world

I don't love you, I'm just passing the time. You could love me if I knew how to lie, but who could love me, I am out of my mind, throwing a line out to sea to see if I can catch a dream...

Because when I look in her eyes, I just see the sky. 

I think I'm melting. Okay, that's an overreaction, but it's really hot here. I'm wearing boxers and a tshirt and the heat is super duper overwhelming. I'm the kind of person who isn't going to deal well with global warming. 

"I know you can be overwhelmed and you can be underwhelmed, but can you just be whelmed?"

"I think you can in Europe." 

(That came into my mind now haha) 

I love you, but it's kind of hard to trust you when you're 9,482 kms away in the most romantic city in the world with a girl who used to be in love with you. 

Trick or treating is one of the things that make me wish that I lived in the US.