There's still five minutes left of your birthday and I realized how much I consider birthdays (not necessarily just my own) as important landmarks and chances to evaluate my life and choices. My heart is completely rid of any resentment or anger over what happened, and now all I feel is joy and happy that we were lucky enough to have experienced so much together. I feel like you'd be proud of me for reaching this point. Happy birthday, I love you very much. 

PS: It's indie rock and roll for me.