1.10.10

Uma Paulista Chamada Avenida

Ou é uma menina chamada Paulista? Isso, uma garota confusa, agitada, que brilha nas retinas dos paulistas, dos ecolá aos arigatô. Uma avenida tão dialética que, na hora do rush, as pessoas que vão a pé andam mais rápido do que as que vão de rodas. Homens, mulheres e minorias andam sobre seu ventre moreno, cospem em seus poros e excitam seu corpo exposto, faça chuva, faça sol. Na cabeça, a mentalidade dela: a Sears. Uma menina muito consumista, cheia de coisas, mas fraca de conteúdo. Nos pés, a decadência, o Ponto 4, mosquito e mosqueteiro. No centro, bem no centro, ali ó, a região pélvica. O Trianon plumoso, suas babás sensuais, velhos, bichas, meninos e meninas saindo do Dante, pipocas com cocotas, bobocas como eu, moços bons para dar uma bola, árvores tão densas que não dá pra jogar bola, cheirar cola, Coca-Cola, Kibon. Tá bom.
[...] Em cada cem habitantes paulistanos, 15 são viciados em fliperama. É a cidade da máquina, do digital, da tomada. Meninos e meninas, velhos impotentes, a Paulicéia delira apertando botõezinhos, fazendo a bolinha subir. E ela sobe, derruba um "extra" e sobe outra. Não deixa ela cair, ô cara, cuidado com o "tilt". [...] É a contradição do sistema, onde os felizardos serão os futuros infelizes desta mal-educada nação, pobre problema que não depende da magia da avenida. E é com má educação que o paulistano não respeita os black postes da menina. Todos forrados de cartazes: vende-se, show, luta, eu quero ser alguém. Mas essa sujeira eu até acho uma boa, e a menina também gosta. O mundo precisa de manifestos, de letras, de apresentações. Pô, ele nos dá tanto de graça e de inspiração, por que nóis vai ficá parado, hein? Beijos para o mundo, beijos para Porto Seguro, para Arembepe, para a avenida Niemeyer, para o Maracanã. [...] Dá-lhe menina, dá-lhe minha amante. Beijos na sua calçada deste cara que admira você.


Feliz Ano Velho ; Marcelo Rubens Paiva

30.9.10

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.
My mind would be less of an awkward place to be in if I had a Pensieve.

29.9.10

After having written down what's been bugging me, I can safely say that bottling things up isn't as bad as people make it seem.
While Vicky has entire playlists, I have basically been listening to both these songs - and only these songs hahaha - for the past week:
Because they're both dfnsdmfhksjdf awesome.
Okay.

28.9.10

Looking through old Facebook albums...

And I found these!
They're in chronological order, as in, the first one is the oldest one.
These probably aren't as funny since you guys don't know Phil hahaha but yeah.

PS: Let's just ignore my pre-teen awkward and ugly phase.

Uhh, yes.

So, I'm sick. I haven't been sick in a while. Between yesterday and today, all I ate was 5 crackers and half an apple. I can't even calculate how much water I've drunk, my stomach feels heavy from so much water. Yesterday, I got out of bed at 4:30 PM and I've been wearing my pijamas for the past two days. My mom just walked in and suggested that I study this afternoon for my tests this week; if I don't feel like studying when I'm healthy, I definitely won't do it when I'm sick. I'm listening to the new My Chemical Romance song on Tumblr now, it's pretty good, way better than I expected it to be. Bruna and Rafa sent me texts checking to see if I was okay and Gian called me yesterday. :)

(This post is so useless, sorry gaiz.)

25.9.10

“Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it’s very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: “You’re nowhere near ready”. And the other half says: “Make her yours forever”.”

24.9.10

BURFDAY GURL


Duckling, I couldn't be more grateful to have you in my life. You're amazing and beautiful, inside and out, and I don't know what I'd be without you. Te amo, I hope your day was asjdhajkshdshsjd LOVELY :)

23.9.10

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on

Basically.

22.9.10

[after watching the new Deathly Hallows trailer]

Mari: Wow, Ron and Hermione really had no idea what they were getting themselves into when they became friends with Harry during their first year.

Porra, Gian!

Luuu (: says: (20:05:58)
você não achou o livro meio pesado ?
Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:02)
eu nao fiquei like, shocked
Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:10)
pesado as in, the story
Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:14)
ou physically?
Luuu (: says: (20:06:17)
...
Luuu (: says: (20:06:18)
BABE
Gian ^-^ says: (20:06:21)
pq ele é physically muito leve haha

Miscellaneous

  • We need to concentrate on more than meets the eye.
  • Lately, I've been very sleepy but then when I lie down to actually go to sleep, it takes me an hour and I'm just in that limbo between being awake and sleeping and it's just argh.
  • I presented my Posimusic today and, with all modesty, I can say that it's very lovely. This is the song and we taped random cute things and when put together, it looks pretty good. I can't stand the song anymore because we kept listening to it over and over again while we were filming.
  • I love Lady Gaga songs on Glee.
  • My sister has been in charge of changing my Tumblr password and I'm allowed to log in when I don't have any work to do and she always names them after TV characters. My sister is probably my favorite person in the world.
  • This list makes no sense.
  • I have a debutante ball [this sounds like I live in the 19th century or something] to go on Saturday and I realized today that I'd much rather spend my night on the computer, skype-ing with Gian instead. I'm going to go though, mainly because it's been a while since I've gotten dressed up to go out with my friends.
  • We started learning about factorials yesterday in math and I don't understand it because I'm too distracted reading the number in a very excited voice in my head.
  • Why is there never chocolate in this house? Or anything else sweet? I'm craving sugar now and I'm going to have to content myself with eating a cereal bar.
  • I'm going to go study now, I have a math and a philosophy test on Friday.