Make new friends - one of those expressions that are easier to say than to do. This isn't kindergarten, I can't just sit next to a girl in the sandbox and expect her to become my bestfriend. One of the downsides of being a teenager, relationships are a gazillion times more complicated. 

I want a bestfriend who lives in my city (because I already have a long-distance bestfriend and she's the coolest person in the world <3)

I want a bestfriend who doesn't have constant mood swings and then decides he wants to stop talking to me. 

I want a bestfriend who wants to hang out with me because of who I am and not what I could give them.

I want a bestfriend that knows the real me and not who I try to be. 

I want to stop wishing and just find them.